ohhhhhhhhh!!!~ guess what i guess saw!!! fireworks!!! pretty pretty fireworks!!! the yellow ones look like blooming chrysanthmums... hahahaha... wonder what they were for... hmmm... lantern festival? dun thinks its that time of the year yet rite? haha... well... at least i saw them... haha... brightens up the dark sky and me too!!! =) then there was derrick for jue dui superstar on that cenosis thingy... oh my... sooo cute!!! im fainting~ hahahaha... im not that weak hearted la... but he is really cute... saw him at bugis the other time... oh my.. i was practically goin to go forward and ask him for his number and stuff... but yea... im not that desperate... cute is cute... but love is another thing... haha... i wanted to join the star idol thingy... but i am underage... and i dun think my acting is that fabulous... it sucks actually... didn't know how i got into drama cca... the commiting suicide thingy wasn't very realistic... i guess i was just lucky cuz im not even in the syf thingy... some say its cuz we always pon... but how do you not pon when its soooooo bloody boring... and when there are these extra lessons or auditions in the holidays... nobody bother to contact us to tell us... only to leave us to go find out from our frens that they had already chosen the ppl for the part... haiz... dunno what wrong... maybe cuz we are naughty... but we truely aren't as notorious as other ppl from other schools... its just that our sch hasn't seen the worst... so we are the worst... so its kinda not fair rite? haiz... nobody would understand rite? all i can say is that nobody is perfect... so you can't expect us to be what you want us to be...