i just watched "a cinderelle story"... yeah... im kinda slow... so mel kindly lend me the VCD... thanxs mel... well... the show is soooo nice... so touching... i actually cried at the part where they told the story of her pretending to be princetongirl... like wth!!! who would do that to such a pretty little lass... omg... i feel like hitting that b****!!! i was so totally absorb in the show... i felt like i was really there... expirencing the whole magical prince and princess thingy going on... omg... it felt magical... but too bad the princess wasn't me... and i wun be able to find my prince charming... yea... maybe if i go on to the net and find some guy.. maybe he will be the one... and we will live happily ever after... but.. get real! there are really no such things... its just a dream... just a story... just a show... its never gonna happen... even if it does... it wun happen to me... anyway... i dun have a step mother and two ugly step sisters... what i do have is a nice whole family... and im so happy... i dun need no prince charming... maybe i do... but not at this time... i really wanna do well in my studies... get into the poly and do my subject of interest... who knows... maybe i'll find him there... or is he just right beside me.. but i just dunno??? but it can't be anyway... im from a girls' school... i dun mix around with lots of guys... those i used to mix around with think im some slut... but who cares... as long as i know that im not... i can't be a slut anyway... im still a virgin... blah!!! you really shouldn't let what others say affect you... its what you say and you want that is important... go girls!!! i learn from life that you should not be so dependent on ppl... cuz if they might leave you... you will just fall and hit the floor... ouch! i know that its nice to have someone to depend on when you are stressed up and sad... thats what i need now... but its becuz i was too dependent that i fell and im trying to get up now... im thinking... why isn't that person helping me up like he always did... whats wrong? and cuz i've been too dependent... i dunno how to get up... im in a loss... the world seems to be falling apart... the heavens are crying with me... but look at the bright side... once you learn how to get up... your so glad that you fell... so now you know how to prevent it... and how to get up easily... ren shen zhong nan mian you qi you luo... so dun take it to heart... learn from it... start anew... and everything will be alright... have faith in yourself... you can do it...
