hiaz... this is my five time blogging today... i'm damn bored... hiaz... this song by Avril Lavigne... so much for my happy ending... its all i feel now... maybe i feel more then that... but i think it expresses most of it... nice to have a song that does that... cool... haha.. yes... you were everything that i tot i knew and wanted... hiaz... but i was just gone like that... cuz of ur dumb frens... exact situation... hiaz... wat a happy ending man... hiaz... i give it to you... it depends if you wanna give it back to me... i know i am disturbing you with all those disturbing msgs that you dun even reply to... hiaz.. i'm soo sorry... but as i have said... i can't keep my feelings to myself... i need to tell someone... and the only one who deserves to hear it is you... hiaz... i just quarreled with aaron for the dunno how many time cuz of you... he got angry cuz i dun like him... and i like you... and that im rushing him to find someone better... hiaz... i told him that i did not do it for you... cuz you dun even like me... but he just went offline.... hiaz... his angry with me now... hiaz... i lost many frens cuz of this... ok.. i didn't lose them... we just suddenly became very distant... aft i broke up with you... things got much better... almost like last time... but they all like to ask me similar qns once in awhile... like... which guy do you like now? do you still luv your ex? hiaz... so i just give them the ans la... what else to do? lead them to the wrong path... nonono... i dun wan to... hiaz.. i'm fustrated...
so much for my happy ending...
