ahhhhhhhhh... finally... i can blog on my blogspot again... wat the hell... it took soo long to recover... hiaz... now i'm soo free... i think i can blog everyday... but i have to go do cip 2mlw and maybe on tuesday too... so i may not be that free... i know i know... it ends at 12... so why can't i blog rite? cuz... if you know me very well... i wun go home aft that... i will sure go out... and come back really really late.... haha... and by the time i am back... i'm too exhausted to blog... and i'll just lie on my bed and hug my darling baby to sleep... haha... soo many things have happened... example.. i have not been studying for my final exams... and i'm soo gonna fail... die die... well... i'll just retain lor... i'm not worried abt that... just that i'm afraid that i will be the only one who retains and that i have to be in the same class as phua xin yan... ewwww... that disgusting freak... everyone hates her... ewww... dunno why i used to be her best fren... ewwwww... gross... *pukepuke* hiaz... and the worst is to get pushed up into single science... hiaz... then my whole life is gone... so i rather retain... and try my best to get into double science next year...ya... good idea... hiaz... i also dunno why i didn't not have the mood to study this year... i totally slacked la... so shit-to-fied... i totally did not study la... die die... dunno what to do now... my parents are soo disappointed in me... many ppl are... cuz i'm smart.. i can do very well for my studies... just that i dun put an effort to it... chum chum... hiaz... but there is nth i can do now... just wait for the results then maybe go jump down aft that... maybe i should jump in sch... so that the teachers will get soo freaked out when they see me in the corridors... haha... then i'll go be the 2pr ghost... haha... so cool...
another thing is that i just somehow quarreled with this guy last nite... okok... i always quarrel with ppl.... so whats soo special abt this? what soo special... is... that its not my fault this time... haha... lame... actually... i dun really know what is happening la... just that he got angry with me cuz i'm suppose to stay at gome and wait for his call... and cuz that he asked me out... but i said that i did not wan to go out with him... but i still went out... hiaz... what does he think i am? his wife? why must i stay at home and wait for his call? well... at least i called him when he msged me to say that he was looking for me... hiaz... and i didn't go out with him... cuz my parents do not like him... they think that he is those gangster type of ppl... he is la... but he has a very soft heart... watch "the terminal" also can cry sia... when i was like laughing and sleeping my head off... haha... well... i dunno la... he thinks that my mum likes him... cuz my mum said that he was one of the most presentable guy i ever brought home... but my dad does not like him... and even chased him out of my house the second time he came over to my house... so it kind of influenced my mum to not like him... hiaz... i know that he likes me... but what can i do? my parents do not like him... and that... he also knows that i like another guy... everyone knows who i like... i dun hide it so as to flirt or wat... hiaz... i dunno la... now he is upset and angry... and poor andy... he kept covering up for me... i told him not to cover up for me... but he kept telling pathom say that is he ask me out one... hiaz... andy... its not ur fault la... relax... dun drag urself into this situation... you will just make it more complicated... hiaz... i dunno what to do know.... i'll just have to take a step at a time....
what else? hiaz... i dun think there is anything else... other that i'm growing really fat too... haha... i think i'm jinxed... i brought so much misery and unhappiness into ppl's life.. i really dun deserve to live anymore... so that those ppl that i have affected can be more happy...
