hey ppl... pinkalily is back... wheeeee... aft soo long... i'm finally blogging... even though i am very free... i'm too lazy to blog... and my exams are coming... ahhhhhhh... have not even studied finish yet... i think i am goin to retain liao... die die... stupid me can't even remember a word from my history text... ahhhhhhhh... wat am i to do... suppose to come home... go and bath... study awhile... then sleep... then wake up and study again... but i'm blogging... so shit-to-fied... haha... i'm just bored... and that also cuz no one is tagging my board... make my life soo boring... *YaWnZ* wat to do... everyone is too busy to actually come and tag my board... anyway... i've made alot of enemies in sch... like blah and blah... dun wan to mention their names in case its not true... haha... i'm dumb... but i've been acting stupid... and acting blah the blah... and i'm getting on ppl's nerves... haha...
i miss you soo much... i wonder how you and slumbers are getting along... really wish to know you better... and tok to you... but... there is this stupid weird force pulling us away... wat is it? maybe its darius... maybe becuz i'm so shy towards you... i dunno... as my msn nick has said... i dun wanna luv you and not get any luv in return anymore... i'm heading my way... i'm goin for ppl who luv me... and dun wait for me to luv them back... something like unconditional luv... thats wat i need... thats wat i want... and thats wat you can't give me... hiaz... i'm afraid you will get upset if i go off with another guy... which i may la... but my heart will always be with you... thats why i aren't in a relationship yet.... cuz i dun wanna cheat on the other guy... hiaz... really dunno wat to do... can you tell me wat am i to do? or else i shall just go with my heart... which is the way that you would not wan it to go... hiaz... i dunno... dunno... dunno...
i think i will stop here for now... really tired now... really wan to go and rest... goodnight.. buai...
