i totally hate my life... today so many things happened... i dunno what to do... it totally sucked la... everything is not going my way...
had my history test today... aiya... i just copied and paste everything from my textbook since its a open book test... so i just copied,copied, paste, paste... so stupid.. like whats the point of having a test when you can actually refer to the textbook??? but i can actually remember what i copied... ok... so the test works... but i may just forget abt it... or maybe... right aft i finishing blogging... haha...
did my napfa.. again... what the hell... did my five items... passed all... cool rite?haha... well... me and jocelyn were waiting for mrs lee... and we started dancing and acting spastic... haha... she was pretending to hit me... and i was pretending to "fly away".. haha... and we were dancing... haha... little did we know that the whole class was looking at us... omg... they were laughing at us... haha... so lame... i wonder what was so funny.. haha... i thought it was funny too.. haha... well... i'll just be more careful next time... haha... sammie was my partner... and she kept running off to melissa lynn and she wasn't even concerntrating on our dance... i think she was staring at the melissasssssss... wadever... she is always like that... and she told me that she likes melissa lynn more... not that i'm les or wat... just that we are not as close as we were last time... she is kinda starting to hate me... :(... we were doing the YMCA thingy... me and jocelyn made it into..."why do gorillas and chimpanzees come from india?" haha... so funny... dunno how to explain the action la... ask jocelyn to demostrate it to you la... haha...
today... during music.. we sang songs from some musicals... the songs were very nice... i like one of them alot alot... but i forgot the title... nvm... i'll bring it home 2 mlw and type it in here... woohoo!!! so hows my bloggy song? chantel.... have you heard it? haha... i'm sure you have... ain't the lyrics and music nice... awwwwwwwwwww... i'm so touched... cry cry... boohoohoo...
today during drama... we were assigned to do different things because my make-up group has been suspended cuz of some stupid reason... i dun know la... well... then we were all supposed to do the board... but then we had to spilt ourselves up... i heard that they wanted trubidores(haha... i dunno how to spell la... just use... tbb...) and i immediately raised up my hand... then sammie asked what was it abt... and she decided to go too... well... then melissa lynn wanted to go too... but only two ppl can go... so we were discussing... hiaz... i dun understand why you have to hide from them... i dun even think that they will come... and even if they come... ur costumes wun cover up that much... the way ur butt shakes will be enough for bryan to find you... well... i wanted to be a tbb really badly... i wanted to do it last year.. but they had enough ppl... so i couldn't do... i was soo upset... well... so i have a chance this year... but who took it? sammie and melissa lynn... why? just because you all wanted to hide from bryan and so you all can let down your hair and put on makeup... its not fair to me... not fair!!! i wanted to be a tbb so badly... and sammie... you obviously wanted melissa to be with you... you did not even help me... and you kept helping her... i wanted to cry really badly... i was soo upset... oh shit... i'm starting to cry already... omg... you all just dun get it... you like melissa soo much that you dun even bother abt me anymore... everything is her... she is everything... i seem so invisible... i hate it... i soo hate it... why is this happening? we used to be such good frens... we used to tell each other everything... the melissa used to be our so called enemy... what happened? what happened? i really dunno... i feel so left out... so... so... i can't describe it... i mean its like... jocelyn... i'm sure if jocelyn was there... even though she has to give up her place to let me be a tbb... she would let me go... she wun be soo selfish as to keep it all to herself just because she wants to hide from ppl... i dun get you... i dun understand... omg... why is everything changing... i dun think i wanna be in smc+baker anymore... you all can just be smm... or sm2... i dunno... well... i can't stand the pressure anymore... i feel so pressurized... we are always late for class... always going to the toilet... always breaking school rules... toking abt guys... i can't stand it... your pretty and everything... i am not worth being ur fren... you all have guys to drool over you all... i dun have... anyway... you all went for the perankan night thingy... and i didn't have a chance to go... so can't you all just give me a chance to do it? just one chance... hiaz... there is not use toking abt it anymore... we can't change it... well... since you like it this way... fine.. have it ur way... i know your used to having everything your way... so have it... you wanna hide then hide... you wanna show off then show off... i will be in the room with a FAN!!! and you all will be sweating outside... =P
i can't take my life... i hope i can faster get it over and done with... ASAP!!
