i've hurt someone again... maybe not someone... but many many ppl... i'm some dumb ass la... should just float away.... or just drown.. which will be soo much better... ok... i know its the way i wrongly express whatever i want to say... lets get an example... hmmm... like... "hey sam! look at our class quilt! soo puffy! like your eye bags! hahahaha!" see it? ok... it seems like an total insult... but i was just joking... and sammie... who knows me soo damn well... knows that too... so she doesn't blame me for that... but some ppl just dun get and can't take jokes... ok... sometimes its not a joke... its real... comes from my heart... didn't know it would hurt you... and just blurted that stupid phrase out... see? next time i should just keep my mouth shut and keep everything to myself... good idea rite? but i can't do it... i need to tok... if i dun crap and tok like how i do know... i will not be me... rite? yes... well... i really hope there is some way out of this deep deep well... hope i can find a rope and get out of it asap...
hurting someone... a person... a very nice person... is a very very bad and evil thing to do... but i wan you to hate me... so i just have to do that to get you to hate me... hope it is working really well...
*~[LoViN YoU MiSsIn YoU]~*
