omg... why dun you jus get it... he is not a good guy... he is a despo... just like the other acs(b) guys... they are all just after you for your looks... if your not pretty enough or if you are too fat... you are just totally out... and they will never tok to you again... thats was what happened to me... ok? i dun wan it to happen to you all... you are all my frens... it hurts me to see all of all you hurt... why do you all have to get into trouble... and not matter how hard i try to help you all... you just get more and more defient... do you know how hard it is for me? i am always very happy when teacher scolds you... thats becuz i wan you all to learn from it... but you all just dun... you still stay in the toilet and take your own sweet time... can't you just get it straight? everything i do... like scold and nagging at you... is all for your own good... i dun wan you all to turn out like some rebellious kid... maybe you say that you wun but who knows.. what if you do? then at that time... you will regret not listening to me... i am really afraid something bad will happen to you all... thats why i always hold your hands when we cross the road... cuz i know that you wun look out for the cars... i try to protect you all as much as possible... but why do you wan to destroy yourself... hiaz... thats why sometimes i go with other people... thats becuz i get really irritated by your behaviour... your always late for class... talking back to the teacher... breaking the school rules... sometimes i really feel like giving up on you all... but i can't... cuz i know that you all still have a future ahead of you... and i dun wan your behaviour to destroy it all... and also becuz... you all are my best frens... really.. even you melissa... i know i always talk back to you and everything... but i really do luv you all alot... but why do you all not understand what am i trying to do... why do you all always keep things from me... why do you all always not listen to me... why do you all like to complain that i am very naggy... if you really wan me to give up on you all... just tell me... i will try my very best not to care abt you all... but believe me... you all dun know what is happening... you all are still so naive... just listen to me k? i know sometimes... i may say the wrong thing or wat... but i wun ask you all to do any wrong things... i promise... i wun do anything to harm you all... as long as you all trust me... and listen to what i have to say before you all do anything stupid...
i luv all of you...
